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The girl Wendy said what her mother told her “It’s a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy.” At first sight I did not quite understand that. Now I do. There are NO coincidences. Everything that happens to us happens for a reason. Never brush aside anyone as insignificant. Who knows what they can teach us? I do agree these words. I wish you a sandpiper, all of you! A sandpiper glided by. The sandpiper went gliding down the beach. Life will not be out of balance anymore.

Last weekend day, I went o Huizhou to meet Landen there and we spent three days together looking around and bought articles for daily use. Yerterday I asked for a day  leaving, and now I come back to work. Time always flies!

I am wondering when I will go Huizhou for a work, how my life will go on, how can I make a living some day when I leave Shenzhen for Huizhou. Actually, I want to stay in Shenzhen, well sometimes, the decision is not on my side. This is a question, to be or not to be?

Well, let’s say, let time make the decision! Just go on doing what I should do.

Fighting…

What a man!

He came back home at middle night, oh, Gosh! 

What makes me angry is that he did not apologize at all. Rubbish man, I hate you!

oh, my! I just cannot bear such a man, cannot~~~

I am so glad that my sister has got a job by herself and today is her first day for work, really nice when I got the news that her working place is near with my brother in law.

They can take care of each other by such a small distance. It seems everything is going on smoothly. Although their two small kids Ning and Han live with their grand parents, they will be well supported, do not they? I worried too much before this. Sorry, I love them so much that I always think of them.

BTW, Landen and I had mutual plans on studying and obviously we will follow the steps, learn more and earn more and help more.

Do not worry for us, we are all fine! Fighting!!!

I forgot to take cellphone today, and I forgot to call my sister last night.

My sister told me that she would come out for a job, left her two children at home with their grand parents. What a pity! They are too small to take care of themselves. Ning is five years old and Han is 2 years old.

“I have no idea of how to send them to school without income”, my  sister said, “I have to go out to find a job”. It hurt me so much when I heard this. I just feel so ashame that I lost control of crying out.  This is the real way of living in small villages in China. What a country! I want to help them, but I cannot, I have my parents to support also. Maybe coming out is good for her. God, bless her, bless my sister, bless my niece and my nephew, bless this family. Bless my parents, bless Landen and me, bless all of us, please.

Fighting…

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Leave my joy and sorrow here, share it. Thank you.

Maybe I should not be greedy for more things, Landen is doing good. Both of usare striving for our bright futures. Fighting.

Sorry Landen, I may hurt you last night by saying that, I am so sorry. I do not mean to push you, I just hope you can learn more abilities to survive in the future. 

It hurts whenever I think of our current situation here. If we do not work hard, how can we live a better life?

How can we support our parents, nothing will change if we are getting lasy.

What I want is a easy and comfortable life, not like this living in anxious and worrying about everything.

Hope you can understand me, fight for our future, for our fate.

Bless you, Landen, Bless me, Nancy!

It hurts whenever I think of not going home.

The family’s pressure makes me feel so helpless, yet I can tell nobody, for I am afraid that unhappiness will infect my beloved ones.

I am the support of them to a large extend, I cannot collapse, I am believed to be strong. I want to say No, but I cannot say a word.

Give me power, give me support, give me hope, God!

We might not go home at the end of May, ai!

If  there is picture, there is truth?

Last night, I met a resigned colleague Bing when I was near the place I live.  Really nice to meet her. We had a simple dinner together and a great conversation. She now works in a large company named Huaqiang Group.  We have been colleagues from June, 2008 to September, 2010. She is a nice and special girl, I like her.

And after seeing her off, I went to a shop and bought two underwears.  And then cooked lunch meal, and then read books on SEO and then go to bed. Time just flies away!

Learn more skills and then I will leave this company to achieve my goal.

SEO learning is great, and SEO learner has a bright future career. Fighting!

I can do that, Fighting!